#deardiary;)

this post is not important anymore, just because i don't know what to do and i just blogging blogging blogging and blogging. Today  feel like i don't want to use my Bahasa, cause i think English is cooler-_- sorry if there's some mistakes in my post, because my English is bad-_-

talk to the topic. i think everyone ever fallen in love with a wrong person, yep like me-_- at the first i saw you, i thought that you're a good person. i saw you from your face. he's very handsome and poisoned mymind everytime-___- i ever know each other with you, i know you so well~~girl i need you #nyanyi #salah-_- okay back to the topic. but more long i know him, more annoying are him. he often make me do his homework. WTF! do you think i'm fool?! since that tragedy i never talks with him-_____- *just a little problem,right?-_-*. and luckily i found another one, he's not handsome, but he's awesome. i feel comfortable talks with him. but he's not as same age as me. he's older than me huehehe-_- i feel something different when i takling with him. funny and i never feel bored talks with him hahahaha. everytime, i often see his timeline and his post on -------- *not important to mentioned-_-* the hardest thing i've ever experienced is..he's not response me, he loves another girl-_- he can't feel it-.-
day by day i'm thinking of my future. why i think of love like a fool-_- i'm still junior and i want to reach all mydreams. i wanna be what i want, i wanna be myself and i wanna be everything lol . just remember this : love will chase you automatically, but knowledge, you must chase it!

okay this is the end of my curcol. see ya~:*

Last day on pura bojonggede J4/23

Berhubung besoknya pindahan, jadi hari ini gue puaspuasin main sama tetangga, have fun with them and laugh together ;) oke ini ringkasan untuk hari ini >>


Pertama. Pagi hari tepatnya jam 11 gue bangun-_- Turun dari kasur gue liat ada sesuatu benda. Kotak, tas abu-abu dan postcard yang awalnya gue kira kertas. Gue ngucek mata. Gue hampiri ketiga benda tersebut. Awalnya gue kira postcard itu tulisan nyokap gue yang nitip pesen suruh gue ngapain gitu, gaktaunya pas gue baca, isinya begini :

Tiada perpisahan

Tanpa pertemuan

Terimakasih Tuhan, Engkau telah mempertemukan kami..

Semoga persahabatan ini langgeng dan

Selamat mendapat tetangga baru..

Wass,

Ananda, Rita, Arif & Alma

J5/3

Untuk kel. Jufrianto, Linda, Syasa dan Resta

Selamat menempati rumah baru,

Semoga bahagia

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Dan setelah itu gue langsung nangis....-____- oke lebay banget sya-_- tapi beneran terharu banget bacanya :'( walaupun jiwa syasa ada di bcc tapi raga syasa tetep sama kalian kok #eaaaaa hahahahahaha.

Kedua. Gue langsung telfon intan ngajakin main (berhubung hari terakhir disini). Akhirnya gue mandi dan Sholat Dzuhur dulu. Sebelum main sama intan, gue disuruh ngasihin obat antiradang ke mamanya alma karna tempo hari nyokap gue masukin obat ke plastiknya kagak liat-liat yang masih tergeletak dideket sofa, ketinggalan satu deh. Pas gue kerumahnya, gue jelasin blablabla nya tentang obat itu, pas gue nengok kearah sofa, gue kaget ngeliat seorang manusia terkapar di sofa lagi tidur pulesssss banget sampe kagak kontrol muka-_- papanya alma bilang "kalo ini namanya 'superman is dead'" hahahahah.

Ketiga. Abis gue nungguin si intan mandi, gue langsung kerumah alma, niatnya mau main. Pas masuk masuk dianya lagi mandi jugak-_____- alamak. akhirnya gue sama intan nungguin dia mandi dikamarnya. Abis si bocah satu itu selesai mandi, gue minjem biolanya. Dia mainin lagu twinkle twinkle little star, gue minta ajarin (sebenernya agak mau jugak sih minta ajarin ke anak kecil-____-) Dan ternyata gak sampe sejam gue bisa mainin itu lagu uyeaaaaah  \(´▽`)/, sebagai anak yang gabisa main biola, gue ngerasa bangga banget seolah cuma gue yang bisa mainin lagu itu hahahahaha.

Keempat. Karna kita bosen banget gaada kerjaan, gak lama kemudian si alma masuk dengan sejumlah dvd film horror. Oke bagus banget dan kebetulan itu punya sodara nya. Yaudah deh kita pinjem itu kaset terus nonton bareng bareng deh filmnya bagus sih pernah ada di bioskop, cuma kagak pernah nonton itu karna pas mau nonton film itu kedua temen gue pada gamau yaudah deh-___- tapi lumayan lah palingga gue pernah liat film itu hahaha.

Kelima. Sekitar jam 4an, Tante Lena&Patrick pulang dari rumah alma (katanya sih ke Jakarta dulu baru tanggal 23 balik ke Negara asalnya:D). Niat gue mau balik kerumah pas mereka mau berangkat tapi si intan bilang, pamitan dulu, fotofoto dulu, salaman dulu (busedeh ini udah kayak artis aja), dan akhirnya gue turutin kata dia. Gue salaman dan sempet dicium berapakali tah sama tante Lena-____- dan mereka pergi:'( suatu hari nanti gue yakin pasti bakal ketemu lagi, Auf Wiedersehen! hoffe, dass wir bald wieder zu truffen. Ich liebe dich alle!:))))))))

Keenam. Karna alma pergi, jadi gue sama intan teraweh berdua doang. Diselasela waktu Sholat, kita banyak ngenang waktu kita kecil, nostalgia banget. Gue kangen banget saat-saat itu. It's always on mymind and i never forget that times when we're laugh and smiled together;) I love you<3

Ketujuh. Gue main petasan sama kak putri, intan sama dek iyas;) coba ada alma pasti tambah seru:'(

Kedelapan. Gue beberes barang barang gue sambil denger lagu Korea yang nadanya nyelow, dan karna ada beberapa kata yang bisa gue cerna, dan kata-kata itu nyentuh banget, gue beresin barang sambil mata berkaca-kaca:'(

Pokoknya dimanapun gue berada, gue gaakan lupa kejadian-kejadian yang pernah gue alamin disini. Dari mulai gue TK sampe segede ini, kita ketawa bareng kita main bareng senyum bareng dan waktu kita barengbareng, kejadian itu bakal terus ada di benak gue. Wherever you are, i hope you still remember our memories when we're together. I'm sure that someday we'll meet again, no matter if you're changed, you still you, the person who i know well and always on myheart♥ I love you♥

Se7en - I'll do well (english translation)

I'm loving you, the words you just have to believe
My small words that gets mixed up as a lie
I'm missing you, the words that sound like an echo
My small words that shout and shout into empty space

Why do I...
At first smile when I'm in front of you
but when I turn around, why does it hurt?
If I must be hurt, I'll endure the pain
Even if I'm miserable and want to lean on you, I'll be patient
If I have to throw something away,
I'll throw it all away without hesitation.
Even the last of my well-kept pride
Everything...
Even a little spec of memory that I won't forget
I wonder if it's only a burden...
I wake myself up from absent mind-ness
Our photo album with our fingerprints on it
I said it's the only thing that has my happy self in it

You once said that I was the only love in the world
Why can't you say it anymore?
If I must hurt, I'll endure the pain
Even if I'm miserable and want to lean on you, I'll be patient
If I have to throw something away,
I'll throw it all away without hesitation.
Even the last of my well-kept pride
Everything...
A number that I can't even count (every night)
I poured a handful (of just tears)
I don't know whether it's time to comfort me or time to forget you
Even if I have to act crazy, I want to yell that I love you
So that you can remember me among your many memories
I'll cherish the words 'I can wait' in my heart
I'll save and hold onto it until it wears out
If we can start again sometime in the future
I have one thing I want to tell you
Whole-heartedly... I'll do well...