Se7en - I'll do well (english translation)

I'm loving you, the words you just have to believe
My small words that gets mixed up as a lie
I'm missing you, the words that sound like an echo
My small words that shout and shout into empty space

Why do I...
At first smile when I'm in front of you
but when I turn around, why does it hurt?
If I must be hurt, I'll endure the pain
Even if I'm miserable and want to lean on you, I'll be patient
If I have to throw something away,
I'll throw it all away without hesitation.
Even the last of my well-kept pride
Everything...
Even a little spec of memory that I won't forget
I wonder if it's only a burden...
I wake myself up from absent mind-ness
Our photo album with our fingerprints on it
I said it's the only thing that has my happy self in it

You once said that I was the only love in the world
Why can't you say it anymore?
If I must hurt, I'll endure the pain
Even if I'm miserable and want to lean on you, I'll be patient
If I have to throw something away,
I'll throw it all away without hesitation.
Even the last of my well-kept pride
Everything...
A number that I can't even count (every night)
I poured a handful (of just tears)
I don't know whether it's time to comfort me or time to forget you
Even if I have to act crazy, I want to yell that I love you
So that you can remember me among your many memories
I'll cherish the words 'I can wait' in my heart
I'll save and hold onto it until it wears out
If we can start again sometime in the future
I have one thing I want to tell you
Whole-heartedly... I'll do well...